beating

you lay on your bed
after a long busy tiring day
its all really quite around you
but you cant enjoy the silence because of all the noisy thoughts in your head
all you want is to sleep in peace
so you shut out these thoughts
then all you'll hear is your heart
beating
again
and again
as it was beating all day
all year
all your life
how powerful it is of Allah to make it beat like that all your life?
how scary it is that it is in his hands to make it stop beating?
how disappointing would it be to meet Allah at this time, at this moment, in this shape, with those deeds?
did you pray al esha?
if true then
you may sleep in peace
else
listen once again to your heart...
beating